So yeah...

I have what everyone's been fearing for the last year....

SWINE FLU!

*le gasp!*

Meh. Only a matter of time. It's not THAT bad...just sucks shit...have to wear a surgical mask around the house when I'm not in my bedroom...could have potentially passed it on to my friend's little brother and his family and my boyfriend's family no biggie -__-' I feel SO bad right now, phsyically and emotionally, for potentially putting them at a fatal risk for getting it...I mean...I didn't even know I had it until Halloween evening before we went out trick-or-treating, which I figured the massive headache was due to the party members and Colin's insanely loud voice right beside me...then I took Advil and felt better afterwards and still went out, went to my boyfriend's house where I encountered Bastiann, Tevinn, Bailey, Billy, Tish, Andrea, Andrew, and Eggo, and could have gotten them sick, too! I feel HORRIBLE about that! Than on the way home I was getting the headache again for which I had to repeatedly stop on the sidewalk to get myself pulled together and Eggo had to help me walk and what not and helped me not collapse on the dirty, hard concrete. I came home, and went to bed, figuring I'd be better by morning like I normally am.

I woke up Sunday morning and just felt shitty as all hell...texted Pam and told her I did and she told me to tell my mom right away, so I made it up the stairs, barely holding on to consciousness and told her I wasn't feeling well, she accessed me and we went to the hospital where this guy put something up my nose for analysis while I was trying not to pass out. I felt hot and cold at the same time, everything hurt, my head was and IS pounding, and the nurse gave me a wheelchair (thank her!) when she saw that I was having a VERY tough time walking. I was at the hospital for two hours, and now I'm waiting for my diagnosis, which basically common sense tells me I do have H1N1...and I fear for my family...especially my Mom since she was exposed to me all Sunday, and my dad fled the city XD Though not for that reason he has his homework to do.

I am SO concerned right now for the people I was around...I know I wasn't coughing or sneezing around them at the time but I could have still passed it on...wished I would've clued in earlier but I'm a stubborn idiot who wanted candy >.<

But...if one good thing came out of this...it would have to be that NOW I can sympathize for the ones who went through this virus...and now I have to miss a week of school...ugh! What am I going to do all day!? House work? Nope, already started that out of sheer boredom, and half of the time I can't finish what I start because the meds seem to disappear and I feel whoozy and naseaus so I head back to bed for yet ANOTHER nap...ugh. Oh well. At least I won't have to get a needle Friday XD Little good that'll do me now...

And I've been drinking so much water my pee is so clear! It's frighteningly intriguing XD

So yes...that's my update...just thought I'd let ya know...oh well. And if anyone happens to get this and they're in one of my classes I'd SO appreciate it if you were to help me keep updated on homework!